Frank watched as his best friends brothers body bopped to the beat of the song Bullet With Butterfly Wings by The Smashing Pumpkins.

Frank and Mikey had planned to go to The Smashing Pumpkins concert on their own, but both their mothers thought it would be to much for a two thirteen and fourteen year old boys to go by themselves, so they sent Mikey’s older brother, Gerard, with them.

Frank had always had a thing for Gerard, never told him though.
Frank knew Gerard was straight, and didn’t want to risk their friendship, so he kept it to himself.

But tonight, he had to tell him…

The feelings Frank were feeling were overwhelming him, he couldn’t deny it, even Gerard dancing was making Frank aroused.

“Aww shit…” Was all Frank could say as he noticed his raging hard-on.

To make things worse, Gerard swiftly moved through the crowed of people, and danced over to where Frank was sitting
“Hey Frankie! Come and dance!” He yelled over the ear numbing music.
“Nah, I’m alright, I’m actually really tired.” He yelled.

“Okay, well the concerts almost over so I’ll go and find Mikey and we can leave a little early.” Yelled Gerard
“Sounds good!” Frank yelled back to him.

Gerard returned two songs later with Mikey strewn over him like a piece of washing hung on a clothes line.

Someone had punched him in the face, and he was a little unconscious.

Frank helped Gerard hold Mikey up as he gestured toward the exit.
Frank nodded and they both hauled Mikey outta there.

They walked over to Gerard’s Subaru XT, it was silver, so he never had to wash it.
He loved his car, it was his pride and joy.
They placed Mikey in the backseat and did up his seatbelt.
Frank thought it would be safer if he sat in the back seat of the car, just incase something happened to Mikey.
Gerard agreed with a nod.





Just as they turned out of the parking lot, Frank got a phone call.
It was his mom, telling him that her and his father were staying out later than expected and wouldn’t be home till very late, so she had organized with Mikey’s mother for Frank to sleepover at their house that night.
“Okay, bye mom, love you too.”
”What’s up?” Gerard asked Frank with a little bit of concern in his voice.
“Mom and dad are staying out late so I’m sleeping at yours tonight…” Frank said looking into the front view mirror to see Gerard’s reaction.

Gerard smiled one of his amazing smiles and said “Awesome!” With so much enthusiasm, that a smile cracked through his own lips and he giggled loudly.

“What?” Gerard cocked up one of his eyebrows and laughed at Frank’s giggle.
It was so childish and girly that you just couldn’t resist laughing, even if you tried.

“Nothing, nothing…” Said Frank as he calmed himself down, still with a huge grin on his face.

He tried to get the smile off his face but he couldn’t help it.  
He loved sleeping over Mikey and Gerard’s one- because he got to see Gerard ALL night, two- because they got to do whatever they liked and three- because it was just so much fun!

The rest of the car trip was filled with light snoring coming from Mikey until they turned into the driveway of the Way household.
Gerard got out the car and walked over to the door Mikey was sitting next to and opened it.
Frank undid Mikey’s seat belt and pushed him out of the seat as Gerard was pulling him out on the other side.
He was still asleep, and wouldn’t be woken by much.
They got him inside and were greeted by the smell of fresh cinnamon.
They sat Mikey down on the couch and walked into the kitchen.
“Hey Gee-Gee Bear! And Mikester!” chimed Donna Way, Gerard and Mikey’s awesome mom from the kitchen.
“I just got back from the shops, there’s hot cinnamon donuts on the counter here if you’d like some.”

“Hey mom, Franks here, remember? And you might wanna come and see Mikey..”
Donna turned around and greeted Frank with a warm smile, then followed her son out to see Mikey.
“What happened to him!” Said Donna, turning around and eyeing Gerard, as well as Frank.
“Someone punched him, but he’s okay, he’s sleeping.” Gerard said reassuringly to his mother.

“Ohh, silly Mikey, always getting into fights, I’ll get him, Gerard, go downstairs and clean up your room for Frank, I think Mikey will be sleeping up here tonight.” Donna waved them away from Mikey, and gestured to go downstairs.

Gerard ran to the kitchen and Frank followed.
“What do you want to drink?” Gerard asked Frank as he grabbed the hot donuts and opened the fridge.
“Uhhhmm…anything, I don’t really mind.” Frank said as Gerard pulled two sodas from the fridge.
“Okay, cmon let’s go.” Gerard said excitedly.
Gerard ran downstairs and opened his bedroom door.

It was a mess, as always, clothes thrown across the floor, bed all messed up, curtains closed so the room was dark, screwed up pieces of paper on every flat surface, everything everywhere, but that was how Gerard liked it.

He cleared the stuff off his bed and straightened out the blankets, then he turned on the TV and the VCR.
He bent down to look at his videos, as he did, his jeans got really tight around his ass and Frank couldn’t help staring.
“What do you wanna watch?” Gerard asked Frank who was still staring.
“Uhhh…” Frank was in his own world, and couldn’t answer until he snapped out of his daydream.
“Let’s watch The Texas Chainsaw Massacre!” Shouted Frank like a high school girl.
“If you get scared, It’s not my fault.” Gerard said with a smirk.

“I won’t get SCARED!” said Frank childishly.
“Okay, Okay, If you say so..”
And with that, Gerard put the tape into the VCR and it started.

Of course, Frank got scared in the first half an hour of the movie and had to go under Gerard’s blankets.
“You’re such a scaredy cat!” Said Gerard as he got in the bed with Frank.
Frank stuck his tongue out at Gerard and continued watching the movie.

About half way through the movie Frank really did start to get scared.
In almost every scene something would happen to make him jump, Gerard would just shake his head and smile.
Then, Frank jumped so high he fell backwards on the bed and into Gerard’s arms.
As their skin connected, Frank got chills all through his body from the top of his head, all the way down to the tips of his toes.




They stayed in that position for about 20 seconds until Gerard helped Frank to sit up again.
They looked at each other awkwardly, Frank biting his lip, Gerard with his eyes wide.
Then they both turned back to the movie and continued watching.

When the movie had finished, Gerard swiftly got off the bed and turned off the VCR, which left the TV screen blue.
He then went back to the bed and opened the bag of donuts.
“Do you want one? They’re still hot…”
“Uhh.. yeah sure.” Said Frank grabbing one out the bag.
Gerard was right, they were still hot.
Frank licked around the whole donut then bit into it.
Gerard looked at him with an expression that said, what-the-hell???
“It’s a tradition!” Frank snapped back childishly.
Gerard smirked and took a bite of his donut.

10 minutes passed and nothing had been said, Frank had only had two donuts while Gerard was finishing his third.
Frank thought that now would be the best time to tell Gerard about his feelings.

“Uhh… Gerard?” said Frank nervously.
“Yeah Frankie?” asked Gerard still stuffing his face.
“I’ve got something to tell you…”
“Okay, shoot” Said Gerard as if nothing in the world was wrong.
“You gotta promise me that if I tell you, we will still be friends, okay?”
“Of course Frankie, your one of my best friends, remember?”
“Yeah.. umm okay, I-I think I like you Gerard..”
There, he said it, Frank felt a weight lift of his shoulders, he felt proud.
“I like you to Frankie.” Gerard said with a smile.
“No, Gerard, I mean, I think I like you more than a friend.”

Gerard stopped eating his donut and looked at Frank with surprise filling up his face.
Frank felt his face burn and it turned a scarlet red.
“Uhh.. okay….” Said Gerard.
“How long have you liked me for?” Gerard said curiously.
“For about 2 months...” Frank said looking down in his lap.

“Umm… I really don’t know what to say..” Said Gerard.
“Yeah…”

They sat there in silence for about 10 minutes then Frank spoke up.
“I think I’m gunna hit the sack, I uhh.. don’t have to sleep in your bed if you don’t want me to…” said Frank tiredly.


“No! no, it’s uhh.. it’s okay, you can sleep with me.” Said Gerard happily.
The way Gerard said ‘sleep with me’ made Frank think.
“We’ll sort out our little, dilemma, tomorrow, yeah?” Said Gerard.
“Yeah, tomorrow..”

And with that, they both fell asleep…